Unfinished

I'm not so sure what I saw.
I was young and naive but my view is so different now.
I was blinded.
I think that I still am somehow.
Don't throw stones if you live in a glass house, they say.
But you'll throw a fist because that will break me faster.
I was young and naive,
And I couldn't break free.
A quarter of a decade long struggle,
is what it took for the pain to get through.
Not in the right frame of mind, you say?
Well, tell me which one was right for you.